Thursday, December 17, 2009

18/12/09 thurs rain 8.50pm

my story cannot be forget.. now i wish i can forget everything.. i dono why now i become like this.. life is being very miserable for me now.. what can i do to get back the happy go lucky me? i didnt feel happy anymore, i dont feel lucky anymore.. i wan back my friendship, i wan back my love i wan back my time i wan back my study.. regret for alot of things i had done..

regret with doing it with him, regret for being too friendly to him, regret for pushing him away, regret for being too relax during study time, regret for being so unfilial to mummy.. i feel so pain, all this thing keep on pushing me, stress up my mind, happiness is leaving me.. i dono how to be happy anymore.. once i have spare time, things jus easily got up to my mind.. all those unhappy thing, what can i do to get happiness back? arent im a easily pleased person but y now i feel nothing can make me happy?

i wish i can lost all my memory, i wish i can.. if u reli wanted me to live lonely forever, pls, let me lost all my memory n ill stay by myself..

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